12:34 pm, top of head cranium.
-Slight sexual sensation
My prostate hurts, it’s been in pain. Last night I cried. I’m here in Boonville, California. I told the truth last night, the only persons that were here physically in the room was myself. I’m not saying people don’t believe me, I’m just saying I’ll NEVER be able to comfortably tell what happened, much less prove it in a court of law. The hardest part isn’t recalling the pieces that I remember vividly, it’s in writing the words: “their” exact words. They’re here today, reading along, saying things that I’m trying to ignore.
“That’s good Jeffrey”
Jeffrey isn’t my real name but I figure it will have to suffice for all intensive purposes. The plot line is something like… oh, did I mention this is a short story I’m writing. Any people mentioned are all fictitious and not intended to represent any real people. Any coincidence is purely by chance. Is it clear enough, while I might be a lot of things I’m not going to go down writing some story that will eventually have me accused of some sort of mental defect. I’ve know doubt by admission I’ve “drank the proverbial Kool-Aid” I guess you could cut the amount of sarcasm with a dull butter knife and hopefully stab me with it while we are on the subject. Any-way enough with the side-plot
I’ve been through the worst of it and don’t really feel like getting into it right now, besides, It’s nice to not let the two have their way with me this afternoon. Let me tell you about something nice.
“nice”
if I could stop from being sidetracked I’d like to never read again through it. IF it ever got published I’d just ;eave it up to the editors; Not for lack of trying but because “I’d rather” get things off my chest, than decide whether or not that sentence worked well or, I really like how you gave the imagery and tone in that paragraph.
Blahr-getty-blarhgetty-blah as one of my literary friends would say instead of blah-blah- blah. My intention isn’t to be literary though. O forgot though- already lets’ talk about something else.
“His hand”
*Note. Don’t work with people you have no respect for. Do not give up your self and your own belief hoods; just to satisfy your critics. You will never be happy with your self and your success will be determinate on others.
3:36 a.m.
“Jesus”
Fucked in the ass at 3:36 in the morning. Fuck them. I’m just going to refer to “them” as “The Rapists”.
“Jeffery we’re not rapists’”
“It’s time”
“He’s sore” Female
“Come on” Female
Their angry I couldn’t perform. My insides hurt. I would of if I could. The Male got mad and the sensation was all pain and I could hear him say with little patience, “Lets get this over with”. I think to myself and the less that comfortable status that I’m in. I imagine him clumsily cranking the device up 4 settings too high as my tender prostate and upper colon took yet another high dose of abuse. I cried a little, but I’ve allowed myself to. I have to be good to myself. I have to have some compassion and tell myself, “It’s ok”.
“That’s good man” Male (5:36 am Sideways is almost over)
…”Fuuuck youuu” Male
“He’s’ gonna fuck his back up again”
12:34 pm, top of head cranium.
-Slight sexual sensation
My prostate hurts, it’s been in pain. Last night I cried. I’m here in Boonville, California. I told the truth last night, the only persons that were here physically in the room was myself. I’m not saying people don’t believe me, I’m just saying I’ll NEVER be able to comfortably tell what happened, much less prove it in a court of law. The hardest part isn’t recalling the pieces that I remember vividly, it’s in writing the words: “their” exact words. They’re here today, reading along, saying things that I’m trying to ignore.
“That’s good Jeffrey”
Jeffrey isn’t my real name but I figure it will have to suffice for all intensive purposes. The plot line is something like… oh, did I mention this is a short story I’m writing. Any people mentioned are all fictitious and not intended to represent any real people. Any coincidence is purely by chance. Is it clear enough, while I might be a lot of things I’m not going to go down writing some story that will eventually have me accused of some sort of mental defect. I’ve know doubt by admission I’ve “drank the proverbial Kool-Aid” I guess you could cut the amount of sarcasm with a dull butter knife and hopefully stab me with it while we are on the subject. Any-way enough with the side-plot
I’ve been through the worst of it and don’t really feel like getting into it right now, besides, It’s nice to not let the two have their way with me this afternoon. Let me tell you about something nice.
“nice”
if I could stop from being sidetracked I’d like to never read again through it. IF it ever got published I’d just ;eave it up to the editors; Not for lack of trying but because “I’d rather” get things off my chest, than decide whether or not that sentence worked well or, I really like how you gave the imagery and tone in that paragraph.
Blahr-getty-blarhgetty-blah as one of my literary friends would say instead of blah-blah- blah. My intention isn’t to be literary though. O forgot though- already lets’ talk about something else.
“His hand”
*Note. Don’t work with people you have no respect for. Do not give up your self and your own belief hoods; just to satisfy your critics. You will never be happy with your self and your success will be determinate on others.
3:36 a.m.
“Jesus”
Fucked in the ass at 3:36 in the morning. Fuck them. I’m just going to refer to “them” as “The Rapists”.
“Jeffery we’re not rapists’”
“It’s time”
“He’s sore” Female
“Come on” Female
Their angry I couldn’t perform. My insides hurt. I would of if I could. The Male got mad and the sensation was all pain and I could hear him say with little patience, “Lets get this over with”. I think to myself and the less that comfortable status that I’m in. I imagine him clumsily cranking the device up 4 settings too high as my tender prostate and upper colon took yet another high dose of abuse. I cried a little, but I’ve allowed myself to. I have to be good to myself. I have to have some compassion and tell myself, “It’s ok”.
“That’s good man” Male (5:36 am Sideways is almost over)
…”Fuuuck youuu” Male
“He’s’ gonna fuck his back up again”